I took a short nap and woke up feeling very weird…like I was out of place or something. It was very strange to come out of resting and enter into a shaky, unstable frame of mind.
So I had to re-evaluate what was happening at that moment. (I’ve had to do that more often than not since this menopause thing started). I am not sure if I was disturbed because of hot, sticky weather or if it was something I am still struggling with subconsciously. Unsteady and disoriented, all I could visualize clearly was the idea of getting back into bed and trying the “wake up” again.
But my body won’t relax now that I have shocked myself with the thought that I might be missing something. So here we go on another episode…