On this day

Every day struggles.

When I am anxious, I get angry because of the overflow of activity in my brain. Then, I find myself running to the Lord to help my soul find rest again. I don’t know why I am like this, making my every day a chaotic scene, going through the motions when my thought processes are happening.

It is very calming for me to have the outlet of writing. When I am here I able to place all of the thoughts on screen and view them from the outside in – if that makes more sense to anyone besides ME. The real struggle of trying to figure things out when the mind is jumping from one subject to another. Like…

Finally remembering the name of that song your friends were asking you if you knew the name of last week, in the middle of trying to remember what you were writing about before you started working on your bill collection at 3:30 AM. Or trying to separate the relevant information from your last class assignment in the 4th course of this semester while trying to remember if you were / were not supposed to leave the sign on the wall after you were finished talking in the group meeting.