Lord why do I keep picking up those things like ideas thoughts and desires? When they it all collects together to ignite those gigantic fires.When at of that thinking about begins to take it’s toll on me…Father God what is the best way to process peacefully?
Deliberate
What is one word that describes you?
I intend to do everything that I set my mind to… And everyday I set my mind on something new.
Unwilling to accept the minimal life that is seen… I strive to continue Doing and Being.
Me and Son
Today I get to spend quality time with my baby. Oh, my apologies to his “grown man” – I mean..today I get quality time with “Son”. It has been a beautiful experience finally having real interest in my child’s wellbeing. For all of those years that I was an addict and uninvolved in his life, I am beginning to realize that I have missed a lot. Having these adult conversations with him and allowing him to express himself thoroughly has had more of an uplifting effect on me. Active listening and engaging in his concerns… being available to talk him through those confusing ideas in his head… just being able to hear him call my name sometimes. That is my beautiful reality for today.
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