Month: February 2025

It’s a brand new morning and yet another day of grace to be thankful for. I could have awakened today with an attitude about things that were out of my control “yesterday”—and even worse, I could still hold a grudge towards people who did not follow my plans. But, not today.

I’m so “extra” grateful to have a better vision for my life and the future I would like for it to become. Sometimes I feel like I am selfish and ungrateful when I toss my requests out into the universe. Asking the Lord God (my worship Being) to do and help and lead and protect. Yet, it is only because I rely on the majestic Power of praise and worship. Every morning that I am blessed to open my eyes and NOT be still trapped inside any of those past torments… Well, that is a good enough reason to give the Savior praise and honor. If it had not been for the amazing grace that is gifted to me daily…

Ever since the “idea” of the new POTUS, I felt some discomfort. It’s not that I was being resistant to change moreso, resistant to the b.s. The tragedy was obvious beforehand – the world being fully exposed to the tantrums and disrespect of our fellow citizens. And it has been happening without consequence. If the U.S. government was truly honest with itself and the rest of civilization THEN someone would recognize and call out those “privatized societies” that are organizing this country into a dictatorship.

After four years of fighting with that “other” page, I finally decided to flip the switch. Well, it was more like an accident waiting to happen. With that being said, it’s time to turn over another new leaf. I am here to do what I do without all of the algorithms telling my viewers what I meant to say. I changed directions and now I am here. Starting over with fresh ideas and new motivations. Since I just moved in, it could take me a minute to get used to it here. At least I was courageous enough to make the choice.

Well, it’s official. I am now considered “certified” APS! Finally holding some credentials that qualify. I started the New Year with plans of a different lifestyle – and I have not failed me yet. There was still some doubt floating in my head a few days ago about whether or not the new position was a good fit for me. Thinking of the difficulty I would face attempting to teach young people to have my same enthusiasm at the job. And then the reality hit me….

I am almost my own boss. (big smiley face)

That word brings a real sense of peace to my heart. I guess it’s because I can honestly relate to the meaning. And it’s really not about understanding what it means, as much as it is about me being grateful that I was chosen to be saved. The stray sheep of the flock had wandered off, getting lost in the hunt for excitement. Always curious, I traveled into a realm of life that quickly overwhelmed my naive mind. And just like that – I had taken the bait the enemy laid out to trap me. Before I could even realize what was happening, I was snatched into bondage. Enslaved with no real idea of how to out.

” But God.” He saw me struggling to find my way through the cluttered mess I had made of my life. It was the loving Grace that came to find me. That never-ending faithfulness that traveled into the darkest pits to seek me out and save me. Because of the promise that was made, I have been redeemed.

it’s the new day. That means I have another opportunity to make “relevant” decisions. Moving forward with today, I intend to navigate every possibility. This is to gain understanding of what soothes my soul. And just similar to the other billions people in this universe — I’m searching for the door to my breakthrough🌹

You are SAFE with me. I am reaching out for correspondence with individuals who are having difficulties in making peace with their past. I am well aware of the endless efforts it requires to allow ourselves to HEAL. And yes, sometimes it takes longer than we would like. But it does happen. And the results of healthy healing are healthy lifestyle changes. Isn’t that the bottom line?? Knowing better so we can do better.

A saying reiterates the importance of taking a leap to try something new. I have also heard that a closed mouth doesn’t get fed…and you won’t know unless you ask. So, I put all of this into one strong point – take a chance on yourself sometimes. After all, what’s the worst that can happen, they won’t like you? What anyone else “thinks” shouldn’t matter enough to stop YOU from exploring the possibilities. and look at it like this…

Even if the answer is “NO” at the moment, keep moving on to the next opportunity. You can only beat failing by continuing to do new things.